Unexplained Fear
I woke up feeling fine today. But as the morning progresses and I was preparing myself to go to work, I started to have this funny feeling. Seems like fear... my heart is not actually racing but there's this sort of cold and tingling sensation inside my chest. I had a good sleep last night ... welll at least that's what I felt when I woke up this morning. Is it because I had to go to a client whom I don't want to go to?
I had a long overdue programming project, but somehow I don't like the people I'm dealing with... ( I think, I should have scratched that project a long time ago). Perhaps the reason of being overdue...
Although, it's almost complete and had been already on the debugging stage. I was planning to add a few more features for free to compensate for the delay... But somehow, I always find a reason NOT to go there. I know it's very very bad for my rep. But it seems I don't care...
It's almost 10 AM and this feeling is rendering me useless for today at least for this morning.... a part of me wants to go there, part of me doesn't...
It's not the first time that I've had this unexplainable feeling... I hate it... I have to do something... I have to know how to deal with this very very soon...
